natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Wednesday, May 26, 2004

disappeared for a coupla days.. cos nth much to say ? lol. monday n tues break for mi.. but i rotted at home -.-" cos noone can pei mi go out. aiyOz. *sobx sobx* at least later will be going out.. after booking going bugis with cin to gai gai. hehee.

altho not exactly nv go out at all lar.. just now 2am in morning sneaked outta hse to meet niu. hehx. i didnt get caught ohh ! parents dont even noe i went out.. wheee ~ met niu at bangkit lo.. then went to a playgrnd talk talk. he has 12 exes neh..! gosh. somemore indian, chinese, malay also got. haha. then he kept telling mi, he wants us to last long long.. still ask mi whether can last for 8yrs ?? -.- i not even confident can last til 3mths he ask mi 8yrs.. dOtz. hmm.. cos he really reminds mi a lot of eugene nor.. aiyah. im just paranoid ? kekez..

aiyOz.. came home le then slp hor.. dreamt of eugene -.-" bleahs. anw for those who duno, eugene`s one of mi ex la.. but we nv talk to each other le. cos he said after breakup cant even be frens.. >.<" Xiao Qi Nan Ren. haha. anw im over him ~ took mi long enough tho. 2mths har ? cant remember.

hmm.. last paragraph. dedicated to LLY. heh. cos my com crazee la, cannot go od, arbo lag shit. i read ur od so gan kor.. cos must wait so long. lolss. anywayss, tis to say that.. breakups are part n parcel of life ? after all, we hafta go thru pain to grow.. its only after we go thru pain that we realise thru happiness bah.. cos when u lose something/someone, da next time u`ll undoubtly learn to cherish more wad.. rite ? hmm. but for now, noe ure hurting a lot.. cry all u want. dont keep it inside. can tell from od notes that a lotta ppl care for u de.. u can turn to us anytime u need listening ear or shoulder to cry on =] cry finish le slowly learn to let go bah.. jiayoux ! u can do it de.. cos ure LLY. hehe.


twinkling*stars @ 1:36 PM