natalieee // linGz.
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05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005
lazee to retype everything i wrote laa. just saying abt how much i missed cafe.. haha. i rmb writing.. "i dunwan straitskitchen.. i want cafe back ! with all da oldtimers n chefs n even da stewards !" lol. really miss cafe so so much rite now.. -sulks
n im hiding from scotts for da timebeing. haha. so mean rite ? run away right when helen needs ppl. tsk. feel so evil ~
have got 1.. 2.. 3.. 10 mosquito bites all over mi right now ! jeez. itching like mad. esp my legs.. arhhh. idiert mosquitoes.. always love mi too much. sobz*
i miss cafe ! -heavy sigh
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
cny is coming ! looking forward to getting angbao.. cos im really darn broke rite now. im not even 100% sure whens hyatt`s payday. and still 1wk to go til sakura`s payday. sianzation ~~ need to go new yr shopping, maybe with sis ? if not alone. buy things for toro too. lol.
n scotts lounge is ultra hellish ! geez. really sianness over there alrite ?? gawd. each time i work, i`ll stand there staring over at straitskitchen n Fa Dai-ing. haha. i miss cafe !! haiss. if only da times of cafe can come back.. with all da chefs n fulltimers.. even da stewards.. even ellen.. =( -sobss. i want cafe back ! arGh. i noe veh well that aint possible.. but.. i really miss cafe so much so deep so so lots ! i dunwan straitskitchen.. i want cafe ! haiss. i think no matter how much i type here, i`ll still be unable to find da words to describe da depths of mi feelings of nostalgia right now. miss those times when xiaoQiang, ahTian n all da others chefs looked after mi so well while i was at cafe.. even miss squabbling with john ! hahaha. miss ahPa`s greetings n samat`s eating snake skills n even prasad`s suan-ning. and also xiaoming n guowen n yaoyao n huilai who were there for mi to crap with. omg i cant stop thinking abt da days at cafe.. ughh.
forget it. gonna just lie on mi bed n get flooded with memories. nite.
Saturday, January 22, 2005
well anw. turned out ahpa had to work in da end yesterday.. so i got to slp a lil bit more laa. then late noon went meet darl during his break, after which went over scotts lounge to find liming cos i needed to get back da 30bucks from her. broke laa, no choice see ? haha. wads new rite ? im always broke. yupp then after that went walking to ps alone. nearing 7pm i went back fareast to find wen, xiaokang n liming. had such a hard time walking thru orchard manz.. so many ppl ! jeez. i really really loathe crowds.!
then joined em rotted at fareast awhile, then took 171 to bukit timah.. watched wen n xiaokang playing pool. didnt join in cos im simply not interested. then abt 10pm, we went cck n met with cin n junhong while liming went home. 5 of us sitting at da 302 kpt but only junhong eating. wahaha. after that took lrt to panjang n went wen hse da bbq there.. cos xiaokang`s n junhong`s frens having bbq there. then kpo kpo abit laa. so happening rite ? haha. da otah darn spicy sia ~ >.<
arnd 1+am, darl msged mi to ask if im going home soon. but by then its like ive only just been there awhile ? and his reply was so heartbreaking.. haiss. called him n we talked laa, but still feel that hes hiding his real feelings. or maybe im just thinking too much ? and i felt so so frickin guilty, cos cld hear da disappointment in his voice.. =( i mean, i noe its kinda a routine for us to meet during his break n after his work.. since hes now working fulltime n all. but.. its just this once. and he sounded so sad. i felt as if someone stuck a knife in my stomach n twisting it arnd manz. so guilty !
in da end, guilty til i felt so upset. walked with cin n junhong to teckwhye n sent em home before walking back to bukit panjang. think im really too weak, or maybe da sad compilation of songs i was listening to in my discman added to da frustrations inside.. but i just cldnt help it. da tears just came. haiss. weakling !! just cos of such a lil matter n im crying. useless idiert.!
then walked to 605.. climbed da stairs all da way up til da 30th floor. dont u find it amazing ? even now thinking back, i feel so proud of myself. its like, for someone whose only exercise i get nowadays is standing during work.. its really an accomplishment kay. actually around da 12th floor i alrdy wanted to give up n take da lift instead, but.. guess i was simply insane at that time. pushed on til i finally reached da 30th floor. legs were so darn wobbly then. haha. sat there feeling da breeze n appreciating da quietness. think abt 3.10am ? msged xiaokang n arranged to meet him under his blk in half an hr`s time.
talked to him abt wad i felt n all da other feelings whichs been cooped up for quite some time. actually i think maybe im really reading too much into everything ? reverting to da old habit of thinking too much. damn. but yeah, talking to xiaokang helped alot. thanks so much ! one day i`ll treat u big meal okie. really owe xiaokang too much Ren Qing le. think this lifetime also cant repay finish.. haha.
til 4.20am lidat, xiaokang went back. stopped by 7-11 awhile to buy a drink before heading home. walked so slowly. heh. guess i dont hafta say u also will noe laa. stoopid stairs. hahaha. okok, my fault i noe. who ask mi so dumb, got lift dont wanna take go take stairs rite ? yaya. shhh. told u i do crazee things when im upset. so hush up. not da first day u noe mi rite.
nitey.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
well. started my job at hyatt alrdy. but its not straitskitchen.. its scotts lounge instead. radan transferred all four of us [mi, wen, xiaokang n liming] over to scotts cos straitskitchen had too many ppl alrdy ? not veh sure laa.. but can see. and da 2 days im at scotts, i keep looking over to straitskitchen cos its really so boring at scotts ! so quiet. so not used to it manz. and seeing straitskitchen so busy n crowded.. so envious ! lol. jealous sia ~
then finally trimmed mi brows too. looks kinda weird to mi, but oh well.
guess thats abt all ? friday i`ll be going out with cutey Ci Xiang LaoPa derrick !! hurhur. gonna be fun. sorrie for da short entry, but at least i updated.. rite ? =) be back soon.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
well enough of that larr. went town with darl yesterday lo. watched Omen.. that show`s farnie manz. cos we saw da poster.. looked so spooky.. and da real stuff ? not even close. haha. tot it was a horror flick.. in da end turned out to be some kinda karma thingy. errrr..
after da show went walking round orchard. went into hyatt a couple of times. saw ahmad ! hahaha. that idiert.. he actually told darl "must take gd care of this gal ar.. veh mischevious one u noe !" d0tx. also saw samat.. only exchanged a few words before he went sneaking up to banquet to steal drinks again. haha. then saw rajan in scotts lounge ! went in n he shook my hand n said happie new yr.. then did da same to darl. but.. darl told mi.. his hair was standing during da handshake.. cos rajan held his hand veh tightly ! wahaha. then kena tempted to go over to scotts lounge manz.. haha. we`ll see wad happens with straitskitchen first yah ?
then went ksl to have our dinner. chicken chop rice.. ate til i was so full ! gosh. fatty fat fat ! =X and saw brudda, dr ang, cy n basket there. so went to join em talk talk after we finished our food. been so long since ive sat down with em in ksl ! altho keep getting suan as per usual.. but.. Xi Guan Cheng Zi Rang laa. haha.
few more hrs to go to meeting radan ! -crosses fingers.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
went over to plaza to look for darl during his breaktime today. hmm. topped up my cashcard n made my lib card alrdy.. yay ! haha. borrowed 3 more books.. o0ps ~ gonna hafta pia da books alrdy.. haha. so long since ive read..! =D
cooked pasta for dinner just now. and after dinner i actually washed da clothes ! haha. feel like such a Jia Ting Zu Fu o.O" cos mom n sis went over to jb to visit grandma.. so left mi, bro n dad. but bro`s away at sch.. dad`s at work. left mi n toro ! haha. and when i was hanging up da clothes toro kept coming to disturb mi. aiyo. naughty dogg. he looks so dumb with da e-collar on. muahaha.
wee u weet ~ thursday faster come !! hehee. xiaoQiang, ahTian, uncle foo.. here i come ~!
Monday, January 10, 2005
but other than that everythings ok ~ guess i`ll forever miss hyatt cafe then ? ever since its changed to straitskitchen.. nths da same anymore. da place, da ppl, da way of things.. everythings changed. haiss. miss cafe so much..
anw. not gonna be so negative laa. trying to be more carefree n all.. dont think so much n just live mi life happily =) gd stuff lately ? well.. not much laa. i got my ic today.. =D finally finally ! haha. but.. its dumb. i cant borrow lib bks with da new ic -.-" idiert !! wanna eat my money then say laa.. keep wanting mi to make lib card. hah. gonna hafta top up my cashcard then.. troublesome >.<
also bumped into jack didi at lavender today. such a coincidence. haha. was only talking to darl abt him da day before n i see him. almost didnt recognise him manz ~ was like, looking n looking at him.. thinking how come hes so familiar. and its really him ! so surprised. hes still as tall as ever ~
oh yeah. i took pics of bP`s sunset today ! so cooL ! haha. took from da 30th floor of 605. its my current hp wallpaper right now. wheee ~
Friday, January 07, 2005
well. started my temporary fulltime over at sakura alrdy. actually sposed to be 2wks.. but i bargained with meileng =X haha. so in da end became one wk.. which means.. only 2more days to go ! yesh ~ =) hope straitskitchen faster call.. mr giree !! where are u ?
then thats why past few days havent been blogging laa. everyday after work rode phantom home.. courtesy of yan bro ! hehee. thankies ! then meet darl for awhile then went home.. sleep, wake up, work. thats my this wk`s cycle laa. lol. Mei Jian She Xing de.. o.O"
today finally blogged cos its my offday ! yeah. going jp with darl cos i needa get some stuff for toro. hes idiert laa ! scratch til his ears rotting away.. so gonna buy some cream to apply. if possible also buy da e-collar for him. bleah. somehow i got da feeling only tony there wld sell e-collar ? hmm. nvm its worth a try laa. da most monday i go over lo.. cos monday im sposed to collect my ic ! yay. finally. waited from last yr til now =X then from lavender go over paya lebar also not that far.. can get da e-collar then lo.
haha.. u noe rite. actually my offday sposed to be on sat.. whichs tml. but.. darl today off.. then hes unable to switch his off, cos over bpplaza sakura they need ppl on sat n sun wad. so i had to switch my offday with auntie susan.. haha. so Wu Liao hor ? =P thats why today im having off laa. i slpt til 3+pm ! woot. that was real nice manz. haha. 12hrs+ of slp.. at long last ! actually i cld slp at 12am.. but i spent 2hrs changing my blog layout. too long didnt touch html.. was abit slow laa.
finally returned all my debts too ! hehee. returned my bro his 30, aaron his 160. sad. my $$ flew away just like that again.. lol. nvm.. i have a sense of accomplishment. thats enough i guess. altho how im gonna survive with only 200bucks is a mystery even to mi. gonna be Shen Xian le.. hurhur.
well. signing off now.. nxt 2days work.. so dont expect mi to update =) seeya !
Saturday, January 01, 2005
finally cldnt take it, called jorge n asked if we cld go over to his hse. haha. took cabbie over there..so yeapp. we spent 2oo4`s countdown at jorge`s hse ! hahx. wanted to movie marathon there.. but wen fell asleep. then da rest of us also zombiefied. n i had this idiert cold ! bleah. hmm.. then wen n cin went off at 5+ lo. leaving mi n lizhao n jorge cos lizhao was slping so soundly.. cldnt bear to wake him up. lol. when they left, jorge n mi also buay tahan le.. slpt on da sofas. haha.
then set alarm to wake at 8.30, cos wanted darl to have enough time to get rdy for work. arnd 9 we went off without telling jorge.. cos this time hes da one whos slping soundly. haha. then came home n crashed straight on da bed. whew ~ til 5+.. which means only 8hrs of slp ! goshh. but i dont dare slp anymore.. scared that if i continue slping, gonna have insomnia again at night.
sposed to go straitskitchen n ask for vacancies with ahman n yen in da late noon. but yeah, i was asleep... =X so postponed it to tml laa.. only prob is that.. i can only start work 2wks later. so wads da point of mi asking ? hmm.
darl still working now.. poor thing overslpt. hahaa. started work at 1 instead of 11 -.-" think later just gonna go plaza fetch him home ? he really needs rest.. yet still insists on looking after mi before himself. aiyo.