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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
haha today off day. completely OfF. cos booking was moved forward to yesterday mah, since ellen wont be free today. so im completely plan-less today. eeks ~ past 2 days work lor.. monday worked station2 with jacklyn, foo n ahPa. wahaha. supposed to be happie one rite ? since i working with ppl im ok with. but i wasnt.. cos niu worked 6-2. then i kept seeing him. and he kept pretending im invisible n talked to everyone cept mi. i was like, "wad da hell ?!" so i returned his treatment. bleahx. just cos i dont get angry easily n dont hold grudges doesnt mean i dont get pissed off too kay. then all da while i was working i kept scolding him 'arsehole/bastard' in my head =X then after work stayed in kitchen for a while, eating da apple which ahPeh cut for mi. hehe. then ahTian n ahPeh act cute ! they pose pose for my phone.. haha. da picture so farnie lo ~ kkz.. then after swipe out le didnt feel like going home mah, so i asked guowen pei mi go swensens, but is he treat. lol. i only got $1.05 leh.. until 10thJuly. my bank only $17, wahaha. then after that sat in front of da rolex building there rot n rot, talk n talk. until 4am+, then go his place rot. cos he lives behind paragon only mah.. which was why i asked him out in da first place. lol. then 5+ liaoz i wanted to go le, cos first bus come le mah. but u noe wad ? guowen wanted to send mi home mah, then he so lazee.. dunwan walk to busstop. in da end we took cab -.-" but also gd lar.. better than niu, go out with him no bus le.. he gimme only 10bucks for me to take cab home by myself. moreover that time i was his gf lor.. d0tx. and for gdness sake, guowen is only a fren. dont think far far. then 7am slp.. woke up at 8, 10, 12 n finally 2pm. haha. then got rdy to go for booking lo.. da traning maciam Q&A survey lidat -- we ask questions, ellen answer. lolss. i think after ellen came back from her long leave she become more Kai Lan le leh. hahx. after that rot n rot at orchard, then went work. station1 with samat n jacklyn. sposed to have vincent also, but he mc. then jacklyn n mi had to work like siao, cos samat wont lift a hand to help, only do da billing. but also ok lar.. then got this ultra huge grp come, 10.40 then went off. so we had to set for breakfast within 20mins. lolxx. power sia ~ then thru out da 5hrs kept seeing niu again. but just pretended not to see again lor. i think im getting gd at this ignoring business ! haha. tit for tat. he started it. after work went newton makan with guowen lo.. this time is he ask mi out de. lols. then xiaoQiang msg mi say his place sengkang there got blackout, say andy called him say his place jurong also got blackout.. haha. but then from wad my dad said, bukit panjang wasnt affected ? duno lar. i was happily eating lemon chicken at that time.. lols. after that took cab lo.. mercs !!! wahaha. there got long line of cabbies, but we purposely walk to da mercs there =X my first time taking ! hehe. like swakoo lidat. aiy0z. then come home le, 2am slp.. just now actually 11am woke up le, cos sis lar. talk damn loud. idiot de lor. hope she faster marry faster move out. buay tahan her. anw, after that 12pm i went back to slp.. slp til 3pm. hehe. nice sia ~ but now i nth to do lo.. cos no bking no work. btw i booked 6 days next wk leh. wahaha. on boh ~?
twinkling*stars @ 3:31 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
i feel so guilty. damnit. broke up with niu le, and i feel so evil lorhs.. haiz. feel like banging mi head against da wall now, but its not as if that wld accomplish anything ? arGh. *slaps myself over n over again* damn damn damnit ! haiss.. n i realised. zw n i were together from 14may til 23jun, niu n i were 15may til 24jun. -.-" d0tx lor. hatemyselfhatemyselfhatemyself.isux. anw today cin n mi went da JE lib lo.. its actually quite nice worhs. but then no books to borrow.. cos nice books all kenna borrowed away le. haha. pathetic de ~ then da teenage section no peace at all.. they blast da sound system like nobody`s business. then yesterday went watch movie with xiaokang n cin lo. WiNdStRuCk. veh veh nice ! da starting part so Gao Xiao, then ending so sad de.. i nearly cried. wahaha. kkx then next wk i booked mon, tues, thurs, sat n sun. i need work like shit to earn back wad i spent on mi phone.. yiling sucks.
twinkling*stars @ 11:04 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
oh noo. i look roasted now ! eeks. hahahaha. this is wad happens to ppl who stay out hours in da sun without sunscreen ~ o0ps. cos mi n cin went sentosa today, with wilson, joyce they all.. go there play play lo. aiyOz.. then when we went, da sun was blazing hot lo.. and we still dumb dumb keep going into da sun. now i come home le then realised, my face looks so RED >.< but at least nv kenna sunburn.. haha. my limbs n body still ok, just that got a bit tanner ? but my face is ultra red lo.. wah laoss. looks so Er Xin. eeee.. then i realised something today.. ever since da 4th breakup, which was zhiwei, love wasnt real to mi anymore. as in, to mi it was just a fantasy lidat lo.. to mi only LiKe n HaTe exist, but not love. after zw, i didnt take relationships seriously anymore. maybe i didnt dare, or maybe i just lost faith in it. maybe thats why now when i think abt breaking up with niu, im not really upset ? but then da thing is that, i`d sooner myself get dumped then i dump ppl lo.. haiss. duno la. think i`ll just leave things as it is for now..
twinkling*stars @ 9:16 PM
Monday, June 21, 2004
gosh.. i dreamt of so much stuff yesternite sia. hahaha. first i dreamt that i was taking part in a cooking competition -.-" wth ~ and guess wad i was intending to cook ? fried wantons n onion omelette, n english breakfast tea. funny like hell lo.. lol ~ somemore da omelette is da 3rd yr in a row i was preparing that for da competition, and ive nv won. d0tx. then after that, another dream.. i was at this place.. an island ? with wen i think.. then that island was some sort of amusement park bah.. after that wen n mi were just standing near a stall talking lo.. then also Ren Shi le da ppl in charge of that stall, then got a particular guy i really enjoyed talking to ? gerald i think.. hmm.. after that we wanted to go le, then went da jetty(?)there. da boats so funny ? got numbers de, maciam buses lidat. 906, 168 blah blah. somemore da routes rite, is bus de route.. ehh ? haha. then we stand there look at da directory to see which boat to take, and then i said to wen "i think ive forgotten something.." she asked wad, n i replied "ask for his number !" lolss. crazee dream.. then mi n wen went back da stall there lor, then i use gerald's hp miss-call mine ? actually a lotta stuff happened in between, but i too lazee to say le. haha. then when i woke up, i was thinking lo.. how come i dreaming also dream of this kinda things ? as in, ask guy's number all these.. since now im with niu, i shldnt be thinking abt other guys rite. but prob is.. this aint a gd relationship. wad im gonna continue saying will make mi sound like a bitch, so u can choose not to read it. ok here goes.. it doesnt even feel like im in a relationship. its like, i just dont have da feeling at all ? i dont feel safe n happie n cared for. to mi, this relationship is just another thing, no big deal. cos we aint acting like steads at all ? we seldom have da chance to go out, cos his work schedule n mine clashes. see each other at work also like whatever. theres just no sparks lor.. and we`d always run outta things to say. and what is most impt to mi in a guy, he doesnt have it. sweetness. i think he doesnt even noe mi much ? i need someone who noes how to pamper mi.. noes wad i like to do, wad i dun like.. and no, niu just doesnt fit da bill ? haizz. sometimes i just wonder, why do i even get into relationships at all when none ever lasts. i think i`ll hafta break this off with niu soon if i keep feeling like this..
twinkling*stars @ 1:49 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
yay ! i got phone ler !!!! wahahaha. im so happie worhs ^^ but ar.. now im broke. lol. my bank left only 5bucks >.< hahx. so pathetic.. and i owe enew 30bucks. whoops. n prob now is my ezlink is -20cents -.-" and i no money top up.. need to use coins. bleahx. bought da phone yesterday lo.. went plaza with wenz, then i was trying to make up mi mind whether to buy e700a or x66. cos x66 is cheaper mah.. $468. e700a $688 leh. gosh. then in da hp shop try this phone try that phone.. in da end decided to get samsung.. hehe. somemore da night before i dreamt that i bought da phone too.. so i decided that its fated i buy that phone =X but then had to wait for enew`s help, cos mi bank acc only 655bucks. da uncle nice nice, gimme $8 discount. lolss. ok ok, 8bucks might not be a lot, but to mi it is lo.. =P and thats it. i now own da samsung e700a ! haha. say til so dramatic.. then after that go work.. sposed to be station3 with amran, rajan n joonwei. but duno why joonwei nv turn up ?! omg.. then i had to do 2person`s job ! do til i wanna die sia.. then guowen still can down there eat icecream ! gek si wo le. heng after that got nuri come over help mi.. if not i really Beng Kui le. hahx. then guowen still can blur blur ask mi 'how come today so many ppl ar ?' -.-" told him 'tml fathers day wad..' then he asked "Ni Mai Shen Me Gei Ni Lao Die ?" hahahaha. why he say Lao Die.. so farnie. then after work came home lo.. tried out da phone. haha. make mi blur sia.. cos so different from my 8250. ohh yar, when i told aloysius that i got new phone le, he told mi.. when i bring da phone to work, ask da manager on duty to keep it in da safe while i work, after work go collect.. my first reaction was "!!! omg so serious ? hahaha." =X but also gd lar.. cos this phone really costs mi alot sia. first time i buy such an expensive thing use mi own money.. feel veh protective of it. hehee. then later go work lo.. actually dear ask mi go watch movie de, but then veh wad lo.. everytime i go over to tiong bahru just to watch a movie.. why cannot go other places watch ? bleahx. no sweetnessssssss..
twinkling*stars @ 12:52 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
arGh. hate mi sis sia.. early morning 8am specially woke mi up cos she cldnt find something she wanted.. from MY cupboard. hate it when she uses mi stuff. next time shld buy lock put on mi cupboard.. then she wont be able to open it as she pleases whenever she wants something from mi. its like, thats my cupboard lor.. then she just anyhow open n take things lidat, maciam no privacy ?! damnit ~ or maybe im just overpossessive of mi stuff ? wadever la. hate my sis. then.. start from thurs first la. thurs work lo.. then ellen damn bad lo. she told mi no more slots to book.. only sunday. so i had sunday.. then she put mi on standby for da whole of da wk. eeee.. somemore i now no hp, had to give her mi hse num so that she`d be able to contact mi. means i everyday must stay at home just to wait for her one phonecall ?? siao lo.. after that friday, yesterday.. hmm. sentosa trip cancelled.. then they told mi wanted to go east coast ? but in da end we rotted at lot1 instead. d0tx. then got mi, wen, enew, meili, may, xianglong, zhenyong n junxian. took neoprints oh.. but only da gals la. guys dunwan. rot here rot there, finally decided to go orchard. l0lz. but meili n enew went home, so left 6 of us. went heeren, then cineleisure to eat. oh yar, we took neoprints again at heeren. wahaha ~ and this time, da guys were in it ! so Ke Ai lorhs. hahx. after that they went home, left mi n wen.. met cin at heeren there, then we went window shopping. i bought a necklace ~ bleahx. so much for not spending too much money ? and yes, ive decided le ! i shall buy phone later. haha. buy e700a. altho buy le sure damn broke.. but then, i really dun wanna sit at home all day next wk just waiting for a call that might nv come lo. kkx.. anw, after heeren we walked all da way to fareast, then all da way back to cineleisure. had pastamania ~ after that rot abit.. then took NR3 to cck.. lols. NR3 so power lor, go round n round da whole of cck, even went yew tee sia. then pass by somewhere, saw car accident.. got this car da front all smashed, then a van was lying on its side !! wahaha. damn power worhs ! impact big til da van can overturn o.O kkz, then went kbox. that time we reached there is 12+, then da person let us sing til 3. hehe. so steady sia. ohh ! then got shuaige ! his name de hua. hahaha. maciam andy lau ar.. =X he works there de.. hehx. after that walked home lo.. later going over to plaza with cin n wen.. cos i wanna buy hp. hehee. mom sure kill mi, cos she told mi before nv to drop mi bank amnt below 500bucks. whoops ~ too bad lorh. not as if i see my parents offering to buy mi a phone ?! huh. anw da money is i ownself earn de wad. wHaTeVeR. family is family, nth to do with mi.
twinkling*stars @ 12:36 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
hmm.. eating now. leftovers from dinner.. haha. cos im just too lazee to cook, n i didnt stay behind after work to eat. so eat leftovers lo.. like dog lidat. wahaha. anw. today work.. station1 with rahmat, shant n herry. then.. wah lao i got flu nehz. eeee. and i forgot all abt da booking ! gosh. its only in changing rm saw shelly and she asked mi how was training that i realised lo.. wahaha. damnit ~ >.<" means next wk i got ZERO days. omg. somemore during work today damn busy, no chance to talk to ellen at all.. and i lost my phone so i cant sms her too -.-" if only da training time had remained as 6pm, i wldnt have forgotten abt it de lo.. bleahx. means tml need look for ellen liaoz.. not looking forward to that. past two days also nth lar.. mon station3, with samat nazeem n amran. then tues station2, with da same 3 ppl again. lolss ! da person who planned da station list too lazee izzit.. put same ppl together 2 days in a row. hahx. ahKit rocks. xiaoQiang too =o)
twinkling*stars @ 11:54 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
omg.. suay really is suay. this wk just aint my wk. first i fell down twice in a day n injured miself.. after that see da doc le, he gave mi so much medicine to eat ! oook.. then yesterday worked with niu, cin n ivy at station1.. somehow halfway thru somewhere near da cleaning area da floor was wet, so i fell down once again. and i had a tiff with dear lo.. and to top that off, someone stole my hp. gosh.. i didnt noe anyone cld get so suay ?? wth sia ~ my precious 8250.. antique leh ! wah liew.. somemore my bag is put in cafe office.. hp was in bag. and that means one of da parttimers i worked with actually stole my phone ! jeez. its like, yesterday was mi, cin, nazeem, joonwei, chander, jacklyn, sweehwee n salju lor. i really cant imagine any of em doing such a thing. haizz. retribution for being so petty with dear ? moreover a couple of days before i just bought a new hp keychain.. n not forgetting that 10bucks hp cover. kns leh. duno which Xia Jian person stole my phone.. if i find out who, i`ll make certain that person dies a horrible death. then til now, only my sis noes abt da lost phone.. my parents n bro still duno. haiss. btw, to inform all those who`re reading this.. dont msg or call for da timebeing. and anw, i`ll be working 6 outta 7days next wk, and on friday im booked, there aint much point in msging mi. i think im gonna spend most of mi time at work le.. since now i have to get a new phone =( then hor, mal yes im going to farewell night. and may, can i meet u all at harborfront instead ? cos i from mi hse here can take 963 there.. by 11 i make sure im at harborfront. kk ?
twinkling*stars @ 8:31 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
wheee ~ im back. hahaz. hmm.. 8th of june, tuesday.. went work lo. was at station 2 with sandy. also nth much bah. just that ellen finally came back le. then saw izwan n hazli tio scolding from ellen til so cham, then after that nv see em le ?? think ellen send em home or something. also duno wad happened.. hmm. after that ellen asked if cin n mi cld sub in on wednesday lo.. meaning most prob we were sub-ing for izwan n hazli. til now i still duno wad happened sia.. o.O then wednesday, meaning yesterday la.. 3+ rushed outta da hse and took cab to far east. bleahx. after so long i still cant get used to da new booking time. 4pm. veh wad lo.. 6pm just nice mah. why must change de ? haiyOz. nvm.. kkz. i think i booked 6 days ? or izzit 5 ? forgot le.. only remember that i left friday free cos might have e2 outing. heh. then after booking.. cos rained a while ago, then still drizzling mah.. then my shoes also dumb de. i walk down from security staircase rite, then still got this path leading out to da main pavement mah.. i fell down ! gosh lor. its like, my shoes nv even give warning at all.. i didnt even slip or anything.. then suddenly BAM. then my ankle there got small piece of skin drop.. *pui* so pain.. then my palm also pain, cos i used mi palm to support mi fall. but endure da pain lo.. then wasted mi time at fareast walking arnd, trying to see whether got nice bags or slippers.. but dont have. 5+ met cin at busstop n went work le lo. i was still saying to cin luckily i nv fall at staircase there, if not kanna concussion. haha. work.. hmm. i was at station 3 nor.. with khairul. he 3rd day worhs.. means i had to be server & waitress at da same time. oh yar, i got to go up to mezza9 !! jeez. mezza9 is damn cooL n chio lorh ! haha. cos had to get this stella atois beer mah, then go scotts lounge, da bartender say dont have. so went mezza9 lo.. so malu lo. cos take tray lidat walk da front staircase.. then go up ler so paiseh, cos my uniform so out of place there. lol ~ but really really nice leh.. from da bar can see da road ! omg neh.. next time i got money i want go there. hahaha. then on da way to locker room that time uncle foo was with us. he asked whether want go cineleisure watch The Best Bet.. but then thought he was just joking, cos he everytime also joke n talk crap de mah.. =X so cin n mi also joking joking de reply lor. after that.. walk down security stairs that time i fell down again ! omg. one day can fall down twice, somemore is before work n after work -.-" then injured mi big toe.. after that sit outside bk there inspecting mi toe.. realised how come so painful.. cos da nail break. bleahx. someone is break into da skin that part, then bleeding lor. but then i still no mood to go home so early wad, so cin n i decided to go crown prince de swensens. hehx. i noe la, i siao kia.. toe swelling n red red still can think abt food. lolss. reaching swensens le, cin said we shld have watched movie then go eat, then waste time here n there, just nice can take first bus home. haha. so we went cineleisure lo, see see got wad movie. reached there that time we were saying scarli we see uncle foo there. hahaha. guess wad ? really saw him there ! he already bought da tic for best bet liao. lol. then we also queue up buy for best bet lo, pei him wad.. our turn that time, left only 3 seats. somemore is different places de. so in da end da 3 of us watched da same movie, but sat far far from each other -.- 1st time lidat watch movie sia.. da movie quite cute sia.. veh farnie. hehee. jack neo is pro at pointing out typical singaporeans behavious worhs ~ after movie liaoz, wanted go swensens, but uncle foo suggested going to chinatown eat porridge. so we went lo. eat til full full sia.. haha. after that took cab home.. uncle foo treat =) da movie tics n snacks actually also he treat us de.. *wolf whistle* woohoo. uncle foo rocks =D hehehe. then today, afternoon went see doctor lo.. he prescribe 2 kinds of painkillers, then antiboitics, then another kind to stop swelling. bleahx. i feel like a cripple now, cos can only hobble around.. dont dare put too much pressure on mi toe. haiyOz.. tml got work. how to work lidat ? sat also got work.. then most of next wk i also working.. damn ~ i need da money lo.. but mi toe lidat, i dont think i can squeeze into da court shoes le. arGhz. hOw SiA ?!
twinkling*stars @ 8:27 PM
Monday, June 07, 2004
eepz. i needa work more ! arGh. i think i spend too much on food liaoz le.. haha. somehow my bank account never seems to exceed 600bucks. already decided that im gonna book at least 5 days next wk.. if possible 6. haha. cos if i carry on this way, im nv gonna reach 800 in mi bank sia ~ anw, saw angela yesterday. at da pasar malam at bangkit.. she was working at da fun fair ! jeez. i was so shocked lo.. when i saw her, i just stood there with a shocked expression on mi face. lolss. umm.. angela is sorta eugene`s gd fren. whos a butch. but shes nice ~ altho i didnt talk to her much when i was with eugene, and nv even talk to her at all after eugene. and i didnt talk to her yesterday too. haha. scared awkward mah.. ehh.. then past few days ? work, or rot. nth much lar.. as u all shld noe by now, im a lifeless freak. wahaha. got work go work.. if not just eat n slp. oops. but veh farnie.. i lost 2kg o.O hohoho. wednesday booking liaoz.. must put reminder in hp BOOK MORE DAYS =D
twinkling*stars @ 11:45 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
watched shrek2 with niu today ~! haha. dear so Wei Da.. cos he worked midnite wad, 7am then knockoff one. then he had to wake up at 4pm to go out with mi.. hehx. i lurve puss in boots sia.. hahaaha. he damn Ke Ai. give those innocent eyes o.O watch le went to niu`s hse to rot lo.. found out that not only ahTian is his flatmate.. ahPeh n john also live there ?! gosh. no wonder ahPeh noes abt niu n mi.. john still duno yet, and i hope he doesnt finds out =X cos sometimes he really Fan la.. he now still keep 'xiaoQiang-ing' mi lo.. blehs. after that took 16 lo, alighted at lucky plaza there n walked to 700 de busstop. on da way saw jacklyn n her fren ~ eepz. then now they also noe liaoz.. aiyO. more n more ppl finding out.. soon da whole cafe will know ?? then i`ll D I E. but then at least cafe closes in august lo.. even if john finds out, only needa tahan til aug. haha. still duno wad to do when cafe closes sia.. >.< anw. monday rotted at home for da whole afternoon.. 8pm finally found someone who cld go out. xiaokang.!! hahaz. then went plaza rot.. from plaza rot til lot 1.. after that from lot1 rot til sunshine place. omg.. and guess wad. we saw mr reuben yong there -.-" bleahx. we eat eat eat halfway, look to da next table.. "eh ?! isnt that mr yong ??" lolss. then yesterday ar.. went booking. cos today vesak day, so booking brought forward to tues lo. cin working til next wk nia.. eeks. sad sia ~ now no more james, meiyun work til 13th only, vijay n kumar returning only at end of june ! jeez. im gonna be so alone nor >.< hmm.. then after booking went scotts eat pastamania. eat ler went fareast took neoprint.. then work. duno why, rashid asked us to stay til 1am ? then we stay lo.. uncle henry lent us money to take cabbie home.. cos when we claim charge from hyatt can return him da money. but then har.. cin n mi so bo liaoz. at first we waited opp fareast there determined to hail a mercs or silvercab. but then got this cab driver so irritating, stop in front of us dunwan go away. so we walked to thai embassy there lo.. wait damn long lo. wait til 2am finally hailed a silvercab. hahaxx. but silvercab quite comfy bah.. =) then tml, think going out with cin to gai gai. altho prob is we`re both broke. wahaha. both waiting for payday.. =\
twinkling*stars @ 11:09 PM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
when i die, i want to be cremated. if possible, i want my ashes spread over Xiao Gui Lin. anyone who sees this, please keep this request in mind. thanks.
twinkling*stars @ 4:26 AM
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