natalieee // linGz.
.ilu* lizhao =) #
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
Saturday, August 28, 2004
but dont think thats possible.?
haiss.
anw. yesternite i nv go home =P hehee. actually after work.. then dont want go home marh. cos mi phone usable liaoz. then called ahPeh. after that rot at fareast staircase there until midnite with him n john.. but they so bad. dont want pei mi lan. they went off >.<" then duno wad to do.. so went back hyatt. lol ! cos lately also like no shows to watch mah, somemore i also trying not to spend too much until i get a new job. so returned to cafe ~
at cafe rot.. hehee. fun ok ! got huiGe ahGong danieL n xiaoQiang ! hoh0ho. then sheik work midnite.. he ask mi when i quit wad i wanna do. when i said duno, he asked mi go work at night safari. he told mi da pay 4hrs 55bucks ?? wow manz. haha. im considering it ohh =)
then also took pics of cafe n kitchen again since mi previous phone gone. hehe n guess wad. when no guests that time rite, i helped huiGe do da pancakes at da buffet there ! woohoo. so fun. but i think mi pancakes a bit bloated lidat..? =P hmm then until 7am then i go, cos xiaoQiang sending mi home. hurhur. ride bike again.. x)
hmm then today mi last nite at hyatt cafe ler. im really gonna miss it, but too bad.. i really cant continue there. even if i wasnt gonna rebond mi hair, i still wont choose to go on, cos im really getting abit sick of hyatt ? wad with all da dumb rules n 1st priority=guests stuff. but guess its also a gd experience bahh.
gonna miss da chefs >.< and of cos da fulltimers/parttimers too lar. but i`ll miss da chefs more. hehx. im so darn biased =PpPp
cld i have this ride forever ?
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
mi phone use only 2mths nia.
then lidat gone liaoz.
pengz.
decided ima get da exact phone again.
e700a.
but da silver one this time =]
if lose again, i really bang wall ler.
nah i wont lose it.
and whoever dares to lay a hand on mi new phone shall get big whacking from mi =)
gonna buy tml.
and try to replace da pics with similar ones.
altho some.. really cannot retake ler.
haiss.
fcking thief.
Monday, August 23, 2004
food ! junk food esp. hahaha. umm.. n kitties. and night walks.. wad else ar. when someone makes a touching gesture for mi lo.. =)
Would you change yourself to make someone else happy?
i did that before.. but it still didnt work. so nope. i wont.
If you knew the truth was gonna hurt you, would you still wanna hear it?
yea definitely. even if it hurts, at least i`d noe wads really happening.
Do long distance relationships work?
duno. havent try before.. but i think it does bah. as long as da couple both put in a lotta effort..
How many people do you know that share your birthday?
none ! haha. my bday = suay day.
Is there anyone that you would risk your life for?
not really.
Person that other people say you look like?
ppl say cin n mi look alike -.-" its like, they must be blind lor.. cin n mi are totally different in both looks n characters.
What animal would you not want to be turned into?
cat ! eat n slp n play.
Favorite symbol on the keyboard?
symbol ? got fav symbol de meh. maybe da backspace key lo. write wrongly can erase.. if only lifes like that.
Do you spend a lot of time on the computer?
yar. if its my offday, i`ll probably spend da whole day at da com if i didnt make any plans.
Do you spend a lot of time on instant messaging?
now not much ler.. communication problem between mi frens n mi liao.
Do you realize that most things are temporary?
how well i know that. i just lost my phone. duh oh.
How long has it been since you went to town?
i go town everyday.. hyatt`s at orchard mah.
Do you like to write poetry?
last time. now seldom write le, cos no inspiration. haha.
Do you like to read poetry?
if im really bored. but i like to read wad others write.. just dont gimme those kinda book full of poems. i`ll die. haha.
What is your favorite color of ink to write in?
blue. most common.
Would you rather write in pen or pencil?
pen. and i duno why.
How tall are you?
160cm. and wont be getting any taller either. 2yrs le and not 1cm difference. awww.
What is your favorite pet?
kitties !! =D
Who do you always talk to online?
nah i dont talk to ppl. i only wait for ppl to talk to mi.. and i only reply when i feel like it. hahaha.
Do you like rain?
yeah !! rain rocks. walking in da rain rocks even more.
Do you think lightning is awesome?
yeap ! lightning is really pretty lo..
Do you have glow-in-the-dark stars?
last time lar. now only got cats n fishes. lolz.
Do you miss someone?
xiaoQiang ! hahaha. and huiGe ! actually. i miss all da chefs at hyatt cafe rite now =)
What do you think of the internet?
amazing. really. its like, it connects everyone in da world lo..
What do you think of Bill Gates?
where is that dude when i need money ?
What was the last song you downloaded?
simple plan`s Addicted. haha. suddenly wanted to listen to da song mah.
Do you smoke/drink?
no and no. they both stinks.
Do you blog?
yar but not veh oftenly.
Have you ever been in a life or death situation?
not that i can think of.
Who's the last person who wrote a testimonial to you? And who is he/she?
xinci. shes my tong lei =) haha. in other words, shes my fren.
Life is?
boring. sucky. unpredictable. i really hope i can live til 55yrs old n use mi cpf money manz.
On a scale from 0 to 10, how happy are you? honestly?
right now, 5. i want my 8250 back, i want my e700a back, i wanna move out, i wanna have a bike, and if someone cld kindly donate 1000bucks to mi.. thats when i`d be 10/10 happie.
What do you want to do after this?
i have totally no idea.
Have you ever been in a jungle?
err. nah. sg got jungle ?
5 things that you miss?
my 8250. my e700a. my necklace. childhood innocence. primary sch life.
Sunday, August 22, 2004
ultimate suayness.
bought it on june20th,
lost it on aug21st.
exactly 2mths since i used da phone,
n this is wad happens.
fck that bastard who took mi phone.
feeling damn lost n mad now.
angry, depressed, insane.
argh.
my 680bucks just fly away lidat.
damnit.
2times within 3mths.
wth ?
spent ALL my money on that phone.
for wad ?
nothing.
fcker. burn in hell larhs.
haiss....
Saturday, August 21, 2004
(@@)do you have a quick temper?
it depends lo.. with certain ppl i have short temper. during stressful times i tend to be more easily irritated also. hehee =X
(@@)what do you do when you're mad?
err.. just Zi Bi. wahaha. ignore everyone until ive calmed down.
(@@)what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
duno ehh.. but most 'memorable' thing i did when i was angry was during acc class then i shout in front of whole class "sally chin SUX". hahaha ! then i walked outta class. whoops.
(@@)if you can take back time, would you have never done this?
hey it was funny when i think back abt it. so nope, i`d still do it =P
(@@)ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yea.. when im mad i have sick thinkings. eg.make da person who hurt mi hurt more.
(@@)ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
hmm.. cant think of any.
(@@)do you curse when you're mad?
duh ! who doesnt ?
*Crying Section*
(--)when was the last time you really cried your heart out?
cant really rmb ? think was last yr dec bah.
(--)ever cried yourself to sleep?
alot alot of times lorhs.. haha. then everytime next morning wake up look like sh1t.
(--)ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
nah dont think so. i prefer to cry alone =
(--)ever cried over the opposite sex?
stoopid question. of cos got..
(--)do you cry when you get an injury?
yonks ago.
(--)do certain songs make you cry?
nopeyy. hehe. not that sentimental =]
(--)can you make yourself cry?
cannot lar.. if can then i go be actress le lor. wahaha.
*Pain Section*
(==)what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?
er. being unable to eat/talk. cos kenna mouth ulcers til too painful to eat n talk mah.. then drink water also need use straw. veh Tong Ku u noe ! >.< oh yar, and being in lockup, alone in da cell. that totally sucks.
(==)what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?
umm.. that time cut miself then had stitches lo. think thats da worst bah.
(==)what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
hahaha. i do not noe. why dont u tell mi ? =]
(==)how depressed can you get?
veh veh depressed. but thats all in da past ya =)
(==)do you inflict pain on yourself?
last time lo. now no more le ok ! haha.
*Happy Section*
(00)are you normally a happy person?
guess so. actually is more neutral than happie lar.
(00)what can make you happy?
FOOD. esp junk food =D hehehe. hmm. and kitties lo. n night sky. n blue roses =)
(00)do you wish you were happier?
maybe. but isnt it dull to always be in da same mood ?
(00)what makes you the happiest?
going out with frens n laughing like theres no tomorrow. hehe.
(00)what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?
i just told u that -.-"
(00)can music make you happy?
not really. but it sure brightens up mi day sometimes.
*Love Section*
(-)have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
not yet. haha. im still young =]
(-)did you ever love a person, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?
nope. which idiot wld just say thanks i`ll slap his face =PpPp
(-)ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?
yepp. but im over it now.
(-)has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
yar.. but dont think they mean it. anw my frens n family also nv say one lor.. wahaha.
*Hate Section*
(**)who do you actually hate?
my mom. actually, my whole family excluding toro.
(**)are you a mean bully?
i can be when i choose to be. but i dont bullie ppl lar.. i also guilty one leh. haha.
(**)do you hate any one that breaks your heart?
no. thats childish.
(**)do you hate George Bush?
hate him for wad. not as if i veh close with him -.-"
*Self-Esteem Section*
(^^)is your self-esteem extremely low?
er. wrong question to ask. cos da ans is 10 to da power of infinity. u say leh ?
(^^)do you believe in yourself?
no. definitely not. theres nth to believe in.
(^^)when people say they think you are goodlooking/pretty, do you deny you are? i dont deny. i just think they`re blind.
(^^)are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
yes yes n yes. and it takes one to recognise one so i guess ure an idiot too =]
(^^)ever wanted to kill yourself coz you thought you weren't good enough?
last time.. dun wanna talk abt it.
(^^)are you happy with who you are?
not really. but wad choice do i have ? just live n deal with it.
Thursday, August 19, 2004
anyway today at work.. 3 parttimers didnt show up -.-" first cindy sms mi saying shes sick n wont be going to work, then station plan there stating that mahesh having mc. then naseer no show. in da end, left mi james n sheik. each person one station >.<" then i kept saying i want take mc also.. lolz. flu + cough. plus i looked like shit lo. then uncle foo veh farnie.. he say wad, he come back from vacation liao then everybody dulan him dunwan come work. haha. stoopid comment. then i was with seah n vincent at station2 lo. not too bad la.. time passed quickly. cos today, altho not full hse, but still quite busy lo. moreover short of staff. yepp.
ohh then ahKit become my ahGong le. hahaha. cos i say he 26 veh old mah.. then call him grandpa lo. he still make fun of mi, when i called him ahGong, he reply "wad u call mi ar ? Lao Gong ar ??" -.-" d0tx.
haiss. next wk last wk at cafe liaoz. gonna miss da chefs like crazee man ! hahaa. altho when cafe close still doing breakfast lunch n hi tea.. but i really hate working morning lo. bleahx. so next wk considered mi last wk there bah.
blehs. my nose damn itchy.. keep getting those wanna sneeze but cannot sneeze de feeling. sux sia. God help mi lei. =(
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
anyways, also nothing much to be said. lately starting to get sick of hyatt ? lolz. i guess i really cant remain in one place for too long.. so easily bored. hmm. still left 2 more weeks to go before cafe closes.. 1 more week to payday. and.. i duno ? i think i really need a change of environment. hehe. short attention span sia ~
then also nothing le lor.. mmm. yar. ok seeya.
Friday, August 13, 2004
lets see ar.. sunday n monday, worked whole day. can die lo.. haha. but just concentrated on da money n i got thru in da end la. then tues onwards. i worked morning.. busy like shitz man. omg lor.. work til i wanna die can ? somemore that time work til i so stressed, i almost wanted to just dump everything n leave. go home slp. haha ! but i didnt lar. cos i told miself, i dont want mi last day to be like this. without even a proper goodbye to da chefs who treated mi so well over da past few mths. heh. esp yesterday ar ! work til i wanna cry lo.. so many guests, yet im alone at station1 with weenee n roslyn. aiy0x. nvm dont wanna talk abt it liao. just that yesterday succked !
but today off day.. friday 13th btw ! haha. i lurve fri 13th ok. hehe. then slpt til 3pm wake up.. song boh ! really damn nice lor. can slp so long n late. whooo ~ then after that, evening went watch movie with cin at cwp. Secret Window. darn nice ! its like those kinda DrJekyll n MrHyde show. person with spilt personalities but duno it. veh nice worhs. after movie we went cck eat lo. then walked home. hahx.
hmm.. teachers day coming. but.. ever since i dropped outta sch, these events mean nth to mi anymore ? teachers day, n.day, sch speech day, sports meet.. all holds no meaning to mi le. instead, all that matters to mi now are offdays, paydays. i think im changing ? haiss duno la.
Monday, August 02, 2004
well ive been working lo. that time i had my pay.. 400. omg. hahaha ~ i was so happie. but now.. bank left 100bucks -.-" cos return enew money, return james money.. then shop shop a bit. eat eat a bit. all gOnE ~ lolx. left 100 to survive til 10thAug. wahaha. im trying not to spend money ler sia. if not pok again.
then i planned this wk n next wk de schedule.. see how much my pay wld be if i work more. realised that i cld get up to 500+ within 2 wks if i put in a few full days n a lot of mornings. hehee. cos cafe closing wad.. need to earn more first. arbo if i cannot find new job then i`ll be dead liaoz.. haha. need at least some cash to get by for sept.
hmm.. then raymond also sot one. he go cafe work as chef.. 3wks nia. quit liaoz. haha ~ but now got another new chef.. his name kenny. haha. he damn Ke Ai leh.. round round cute cute one. see ler want pinch his cheeks those kind.. lol !
other than all these i think also nth else bah. my life veh boring one.. only work n slp n read books. hehe =] simple life is best ! woot.