natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Sunday, May 30, 2004

gosh. im damn tired now can ? aiyOz.

was at station 1 with wee nee n roslyn. haha. gal power ? but really tiring.. cos foo lar. keep bringing ppl to station 1. hrmph. somemore almost all ate buffet lorhs.. idiot de !! i be server so xing ku.. cos firdaus sposed to be station 2 but he didnt show up, so nazeem whos sposed to be station 1 got transferred over. left mi da only parttimer there.. ughh. in da end no choice gotta try big tray lorhs.. one shot bring all wad.

wahaha. i carry that time.. so wobbly. then ahmad laugh at mi -.-" so evil de.. in da end reach kitchen that time i was breathless liaos, cos was trying so hard not to wobble so much in case da glasses topple over. but got Chen Jiu Gan lar. hmm.. must train more, learn how to carry PROPERLY. then at least wont feel so useless.. lolss. also easier if next time i gotta be alone again.

9+ i already starting to look dead liaoz.. heh. ok lar, i noe i weak. but all i ate for da whole day was potato salad lorhs ! got excuse de hor.. hehee. cos mi mom always nv cook.. CHILD ABUSE ar ~ =X

then after work had simon make for mi grilled bananas.. hehehe. i eating da ice cream that time so happy. maciam lil kid lidat, so easily satisfied. [meaning if next time i angry at u or wad, just treat mi food lor.. hahaha.] yepp, then went phoenix de 24hr coffeeshop to have supper.. cos cin craving for carrot cake. hahx. eat n talk talk lo.. 1+ then we went..

i walked home ohh. haha. bleahx. cos if take nightrider a bit waste money mah.. 4 stops nia need $3. rather walk home, can Shun Bian digest also wad.. =P so i walk lorhs.. my feet so tired. haiss =( later go slp less than 12hrs need wake up go work again. arGh ~! heng i monday got break.. =) but break also no use.. nowhere to go. eekss.

oh yar, past 2 days nv write. lets see ar.. thurs, found out ellen had MC til sunday.. means da 4 days that im working no need see her. heard that shes in hospital due to depression ? duno lar. just rumour.. but if its true im not surprised lo.. cos she gives ppl da feeling that outside hyatt, she has no life =X i may sound mean, but thats how i feel bah.. she shld lighten up more ? then friday.. cant remember much lar. think i went plaza in da afternoon, went home eat dinner.. then went work lo.

hmm.. wishlist forgot to add one more thing : slippers.. that wont slip even after a long time [unlike trail], or cause uncomfortable-ness [my shoes from M3]. hard to find worhs.. i find so long le still cannot find my perfect slippers. anyone who knows where to get can leave a tag n tell mi ? =D


twinkling*stars @ 1:57 AM