natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Monday, May 17, 2004

had weird dreams in da afternoon. cos usually arnd 8+ my rm wld get damn bright n stuffy, so i`d switch over to my sis' bed cos da fan is nearer. well i did that today as per normal, and ew. i dreamt that i got sacked ! arGh. dreamt that ellen was telling mi dont needa come for work anymore.. all cos she saw mi joking arnd with da other staff. lame sia ~ haha. then also dreamt of renjie ? so weird. hmm.

slpt at 6am manz >.<" damn tired can ? haiss. cos dahling work til 7am mah, then i told him i`d call arnd 2.30. then 2.30 that time i sms him asking to call his hp or cafe num, and he told mi 3am then call cos hes still busy. so 3am i called, but after abt 5mins lidat had to hang up ler, cos he still hasnt finished doing everything. after that 3.30 called back lo, then talk for a while.. then he said to call back later again. blehs. so lidat call n hang up call n hang up.. til 5am. then 5am onwards was msging him.. i wanted to wait up de lo.. wait til he knockoff le then can call him mah. but nearing 6 i already starting to evolve into zombie ler, so dahling ask mi go slp. anw i also bth liao, just *bam* onto da bed. was asleep within 2mins liao. hahaha.

woke up at 3+, then went over to lot1 for a while cos my concession expiring today. buy concession le went library a while.. borrowed 2 bks. after that went seiyu bought a pair of shorts.. then went back home.

hahaha.. reach home that time already 4.55 liaoz. then within 5mins chiong dinner n prepare for work. power ~ reached fareast at 5.29 -.-" damnit. why da driver dont drive slower.. =X

at office signing in that time ellen asked if fri i cld work til 3am.. i said yes lo. cos wanna reach 1000 in bank acc asap =X hehe. then she also asked if sat can work til 3am too.. i said no ! wahaha. finally first time ever i managed to say no sia.. oOps. cos i scared too tiring.. whole wk cept for wed working neh. then wed early noon still need meet kennnnny for lunch. can die de lor. kekez.. worked at station2 with rajan, samat n izwan. for da first 3hrs i was folding napkins. lolss. xiaoQiang still commented that i so Qing Song, go there fold napkins nia. really sia.. fold napkins also can earn 15bucks =Pp cos nth for mi to do mah.. only occasionally when samat or rajan ask mi to do tea or coffee then i do. if not just fold napkins.. fold til wanna slp ar ~

then arnd 10 that time ellen was going arnd giving out little bottles of perfume to da workers. jeez. so farnie.. haha. why give perfume ?? then after work ate apple lo.. thankew ahPeh ! ahPeh so gd to mi.. i must learn to cherish =\ hehee.

then ar, yesterday a chef made a comment that was veh true lo.. he said that i was da only ger working, da other all guys.. excluding ellen lar. its like, meiyun they all is work morning de.. faridah n da other female staff also morning de. night shift parttimers mostly guys de, i only ger o.O" so Tu Chu again.. hahax.

tml afternoon going kbox with wen n cin. hehe. at first when cin asked i almost said no lo, but i was thinking i dont really have much chance to go out with ppl from swiss de, so all da more i shld go mah. then after that going straight to work..

wahaha. long entry again. if uve even managed to read til here....are u really that bored ??? =PpPp


twinkling*stars @ 11:58 PM