natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Tuesday, June 22, 2004

oh noo. i look roasted now ! eeks. hahahaha. this is wad happens to ppl who stay out hours in da sun without sunscreen ~ o0ps. cos mi n cin went sentosa today, with wilson, joyce they all.. go there play play lo. aiyOz.. then when we went, da sun was blazing hot lo.. and we still dumb dumb keep going into da sun. now i come home le then realised, my face looks so RED >.< but at least nv kenna sunburn.. haha. my limbs n body still ok, just that got a bit tanner ? but my face is ultra red lo.. wah laoss. looks so Er Xin. eeee..
then i realised something today.. ever since da 4th breakup, which was zhiwei, love wasnt real to mi anymore. as in, to mi it was just a fantasy lidat lo.. to mi only LiKe n HaTe exist, but not love. after zw, i didnt take relationships seriously anymore. maybe i didnt dare, or maybe i just lost faith in it. maybe thats why now when i think abt breaking up with niu, im not really upset ? but then da thing is that, i`d sooner myself get dumped then i dump ppl lo.. haiss. duno la. think i`ll just leave things as it is for now..


twinkling*stars @ 9:16 PM