aiy0z. only 4 days nv blog yet ive got this feeling i havent blogged in wks ! hahaha. hmm actually also nth i guess. just work n slp ~ heh. freedom rocks totally.
tues toro`s bday lo.. not as if i celebrated =X cos im really broke.. next sunday then payday u noe ? haixx. then slack at home da whole day lo.. nv go out at all. actually slacking is quite nice leh.. if u`ve been working or studying a lot, a single day w/o any stress is gd also mah. cos ellen wanted to ask mi work de, but i keep saying is my doggy`s bday then she leave mi alone le. wahaha. i really need break once in a while de lo.. even tho only 5hrs per day, but everyday work also will get sickening de worhs. i this kinda pattern ar, get sick of things veh easily de.. thats why cafe closing for renovations in sept is kinda a gd thing. cos otherwise i wldnt know how to tell ellen i dun wanna work le. haha. but prob is i`ll need a new job, n ive no idea wad i wanna do next >.<"
then then then.. wednesday go booking. i book everyday cept wednesday. hmm.. actually monday i wanted to leave free also, cos i dun wanna continuously work too many days. but then cin working on mon, then i last min decided to put mi name down too. lol. i veh scared lose contact with mi previous frens sia.. haiss. its like that time wen wanted to ask mi out for dinner but then i working so cldnt. da thing is rite, they make plans is all last minute de.. then i already book le mah. then veh rare chances can go out with em lo.. thats why i say cafe closing down is considered gd. cos i`d at least have a couple of wks of total planless life, then can take da chance to go out a bit.. altho at that time is exam le rite ? haiy0h. no matter wad da schedules still cant fit.. duno wad to do sia. i really scared lose contact with everyone loh.. =(
hmm. anw.. i already decided le. my future goals are
1) get bike license when im 18.
2) get bike when im 20, or at da veh least before 25.
3)move out asap.
but hor.. i still havent decided wad i wanna be next time leh. hais. i tell ppl i wanna be da nurse at mount pleasant animal hospital emergency night clinic. but da truth is i really duno.. i only know i wanna be in close contact with animals can le. bleahx.
twinkling*stars @ 11:49 PM
