natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Saturday, August 21, 2004

: *aNger-sEctiOn*

(@@)do you have a quick temper?
it depends lo.. with certain ppl i have short temper. during stressful times i tend to be more easily irritated also. hehee =X

(@@)what do you do when you're mad?
err.. just Zi Bi. wahaha. ignore everyone until ive calmed down.

(@@)what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
duno ehh.. but most 'memorable' thing i did when i was angry was during acc class then i shout in front of whole class "sally chin SUX". hahaha ! then i walked outta class. whoops.

(@@)if you can take back time, would you have never done this?
hey it was funny when i think back abt it. so nope, i`d still do it =P

(@@)ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yea.. when im mad i have sick thinkings. eg.make da person who hurt mi hurt more.

(@@)ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
hmm.. cant think of any.

(@@)do you curse when you're mad?
duh ! who doesnt ?


*Crying Section*

(--)when was the last time you really cried your heart out?
cant really rmb ? think was last yr dec bah.

(--)ever cried yourself to sleep?
alot alot of times lorhs.. haha. then everytime next morning wake up look like sh1t.

(--)ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
nah dont think so. i prefer to cry alone =
(--)ever cried over the opposite sex?
stoopid question. of cos got..

(--)do you cry when you get an injury?
yonks ago.

(--)do certain songs make you cry?
nopeyy. hehe. not that sentimental =]

(--)can you make yourself cry?
cannot lar.. if can then i go be actress le lor. wahaha.


*Pain Section*

(==)what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?
er. being unable to eat/talk. cos kenna mouth ulcers til too painful to eat n talk mah.. then drink water also need use straw. veh Tong Ku u noe ! >.< oh yar, and being in lockup, alone in da cell. that totally sucks.

(==)what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?
umm.. that time cut miself then had stitches lo. think thats da worst bah.

(==)what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
hahaha. i do not noe. why dont u tell mi ? =]

(==)how depressed can you get?
veh veh depressed. but thats all in da past ya =)

(==)do you inflict pain on yourself?
last time lo. now no more le ok ! haha.


*Happy Section*

(00)are you normally a happy person?
guess so. actually is more neutral than happie lar.

(00)what can make you happy?
FOOD. esp junk food =D hehehe. hmm. and kitties lo. n night sky. n blue roses =)

(00)do you wish you were happier?
maybe. but isnt it dull to always be in da same mood ?

(00)what makes you the happiest?
going out with frens n laughing like theres no tomorrow. hehe.

(00)what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?
i just told u that -.-"

(00)can music make you happy?
not really. but it sure brightens up mi day sometimes.


*Love Section*

(-)have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
not yet. haha. im still young =]

(-)did you ever love a person, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?
nope. which idiot wld just say thanks i`ll slap his face =PpPp

(-)ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?
yepp. but im over it now.

(-)has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
yar.. but dont think they mean it. anw my frens n family also nv say one lor.. wahaha.


*Hate Section*

(**)who do you actually hate?
my mom. actually, my whole family excluding toro.

(**)are you a mean bully?
i can be when i choose to be. but i dont bullie ppl lar.. i also guilty one leh. haha.

(**)do you hate any one that breaks your heart?
no. thats childish.

(**)do you hate George Bush?
hate him for wad. not as if i veh close with him -.-"


*Self-Esteem Section*

(^^)is your self-esteem extremely low?
er. wrong question to ask. cos da ans is 10 to da power of infinity. u say leh ?

(^^)do you believe in yourself?
no. definitely not. theres nth to believe in.

(^^)when people say they think you are goodlooking/pretty, do you deny you are? i dont deny. i just think they`re blind.

(^^)are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
yes yes n yes. and it takes one to recognise one so i guess ure an idiot too =]

(^^)ever wanted to kill yourself coz you thought you weren't good enough?
last time.. dun wanna talk abt it.

(^^)are you happy with who you are?
not really. but wad choice do i have ? just live n deal with it.


twinkling*stars @ 1:03 AM