natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Friday, August 13, 2004

yeah ! im back again. hehe.

lets see ar.. sunday n monday, worked whole day. can die lo.. haha. but just concentrated on da money n i got thru in da end la. then tues onwards. i worked morning.. busy like shitz man. omg lor.. work til i wanna die can ? somemore that time work til i so stressed, i almost wanted to just dump everything n leave. go home slp. haha ! but i didnt lar. cos i told miself, i dont want mi last day to be like this. without even a proper goodbye to da chefs who treated mi so well over da past few mths. heh. esp yesterday ar ! work til i wanna cry lo.. so many guests, yet im alone at station1 with weenee n roslyn. aiy0x. nvm dont wanna talk abt it liao. just that yesterday succked !

but today off day.. friday 13th btw ! haha. i lurve fri 13th ok. hehe. then slpt til 3pm wake up.. song boh ! really damn nice lor. can slp so long n late. whooo ~ then after that, evening went watch movie with cin at cwp. Secret Window. darn nice ! its like those kinda DrJekyll n MrHyde show. person with spilt personalities but duno it. veh nice worhs. after movie we went cck eat lo. then walked home. hahx.

hmm.. teachers day coming. but.. ever since i dropped outta sch, these events mean nth to mi anymore ? teachers day, n.day, sch speech day, sports meet.. all holds no meaning to mi le. instead, all that matters to mi now are offdays, paydays. i think im changing ? haiss duno la.


twinkling*stars @ 11:58 PM