natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Thursday, September 16, 2004

just been to frenster. and may god bless his new gal =X im not trying to be mean here, im not trying to say that he`d ill-treat her. but. hes just that darn much overpossessive n childish. i still find it amazing that hes 19. he acts like a 10yr old. *evil smile. sooo.. gd luck to her then. and guess wad ? they knew each other only abt 1mth before getting together. which makes mi wonder. is that wad he always does ? doesnt even get to noe da person well before getting into a relationship with her ? anw i probbie shld stop bitching. ive no rights to talk ~ andddd.. im such a good girlie see ? i didnt name any names =) *grins

well almost 3am. im still awake. no surprise there huh. maybe one of these days, im gonna try not slping for a whole day/nite so that my biological clock would get back to norm. gee wldnt that be fun ? ima look like a frickin zombie. altho i alrdy look like one now.. oh well.

shall be going alone to tampines mall later. havent been there in too long laa.. kinda miss da place. n white sands too. a 2hr bustrip away ! wheee ~ bus67. i pity da poor bus driver. hahaa. its bad enough being da passenger. at least u can alight as n when u feel like it. imagine as driver u gotta sit thru 2hrs to n fro everyday. gosh.

well altho im going alone.. i wldnt mind some company =D anyone ? doubt it larr. cos im leaving from hse at 1pm. moreover which idiot wld willingly sit thru a 2hr busride for mi ? rite ?? ya well expectedly. whatever. alone can be fun too ~ just as long as u get used to it. and i am. believe mi, i am. im so used to being alone nowadays that i wonder if i`ll turn out to be an anti-social psychopath someday down da road.
*maniacal laughter

can someone hyponotise mi please ? *whines. cos im really living oppositely.. as in. daytime im asleep. nighttime im awake. its just not normal ! yeepp.


twinkling*stars @ 2:50 AM