natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Wednesday, September 08, 2004

u duno abt how i feel. but thats alrite. cos honestly ? i dont really understand da depth of mi feelings anw. and until i can confirm that.. im not telling anyone.

cos i noe.. at this kinda stage. its easy to ignore those emotions inside. for all i noe, this wld be over within a coupla mths. thats why im keeping quiet. im waiting for da wave to tide over. da day when i cld stop fantasizing abt wad cant n wont happen. cos i see that to u, im just a sis.

i duno when i started feeling this way. maybe its when u first cooked for mi. or when u didnt mind da nickname i gave. or even when da rumors were going on, yet u still talked to mi as per normal.

our paths crossed. for a while. yet now, circumstances are coming thru between. im just sorrie i didnt noe u better.

nth lasts forever. this too, shall pass.


twinkling*stars @ 3:22 PM