natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Monday, October 11, 2004

haiss. in da morning 3am. quarrelled with my family.. then i ran outta da hse. my sis really sux can ? quarrel with mi, cannot win da arguement.. guess wad she did ? went n knock on mi parents door n dragged em into it. piangz eh. 24yrs old le leh ?! still go crying to mom n dad ! then of cos my parents sided her. fckers. sis studying then big fck arh ? Uni big deal arh ? everytime blame mi blame mi. nv even hear my side of da story. wads da point of this family ? it doesnt even feel like a home.

then went outta da hse, found cin to pei mi. walked over to teck whye, then went her hse nearby de swing. at there rot.. til 6am then cin went home. cos gonna rain soon; kept having lightnings. then i chose to walk home.. didnt feel like waiting for bus what. then reached ten mile there, drizzling ! damn song. reached home abt 6.30. then slpt. til now wake up. later gonna bathe n be out da whole day. dont care where i go, just cant stand to be in this hse. nearly wanted to slap my sis lorhh, but conscience didnt allow mi to do so. pathetic me ~

24yr old no bf, still not married. study uni sO WhAT ?! big deal.


twinkling*stars @ 1:40 PM