natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Friday, October 01, 2004

hmm. these few days, been hanging out with jimmy`s frens. chao ah bengs ! hahaha. but they veh gd lar.. cept for da drinking n smoking part, they`re actually nice ppl at heart lo. haha know them for less than 1wk nia n i alrdy say this.. -.-" better not let ahDi see if not his head grow big. he ass de lo.. keep suan-ing mi de. bleahx. then rot at coffeeshop with di n beng lohh. jimmy is acting so dao nowadays.. lol.

lantern festival. went out with xiaoKang, sheng n cin.. at 181A de deck play candles, sparklers.. haha. Zhang Bu Da sia ~ =P think every yr`s Zhong Qiu Jie also so boring one la..

heard that class tee is out le ? and yet nobody bothers to tell mi. seriously, what do i really mean to em ? i just feel so left out of everything. maybe its better this way.? after all, im a sch dropout. im a bad influence. haiss.. better to keep my distance. if not they will Xue Huai. true ? so true..

then also nth much larr. next few nights also shld be rotting at coffeeshop with di n beng lo. dont worry laa, i wont tio influence n drink or smoke or join gang de. at least have that bit of faith in mi can ? just cos i quit sch doesnt mean i`ll surely go da gangster`s path right.

feel so disappointed in everyone.


twinkling*stars @ 1:50 AM