natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Sunday, October 31, 2004

this is crap. i typed out one whole long entry n blogger ate it up. pest. im so annoyed.

had some conflicts with di a few days ago. but everythings fine now yeah. altho its kinda hellish cos now that he noes i like beng, he nv fails to tease mi abt it. baaah. oh wells, just hafta give n take larr. at least things are okay now.

and i think im kinda abnormal ? di told mi that usually when da person u like has someone else, u`ll somehow keep hoping that they`ll break up. but i dont. i just wish they`re happie together. da old syndrome huh ? putting others` happiness before my own. i dont really mind tho. in fact, im actually glad abt it. cos it shows that a tiny part of mi from da past is still alive within.

34hrs more to starting my new job at jacks place. kinda scaree tho.. first day at work all over again. hope i dont screw up da manager`s first impression of mi manz. -crosses fingers

shark tale is cooL. kinda like nemo. those hidden moral of da story type. i miss literature !

wad else. xiaoQiang pangseh-ed mi. kangkang pangseh-ed mi. i wanna watch doll master ! scare miself. hoho. sadistic manz. just so alone. 9more hrs before i hafta get rdy to go over to batok macs for study session with junning. hes an ass. only comes to mi when he needs a favor. other than that, its poof ! MIA. wadever. used to it alrdy. after all, aint everyone da same ?

just so sick of this world. damn.

blogger pls dont screw this up again. i`ll smack u in da head if u send it to mars again.


twinkling*stars @ 3:17 AM