natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Monday, November 08, 2004

awww. once again im stuck at home. haha. da jacks place manager still hasnt called.. =(

nxt 5 days gonna go over to tony`s pet shop to help out.. cos hes going over to thailand for a business trip. leaving da shop to vin pearl weisheng n ahfen. then i think baobei auntie also helping out ? then tony asked mi go over help out also lo.. altho i dont really see da point when all i do is just sit there. hahaha =X but tony said i`ll get paid.. sooo. ok lor. since jacks place didnt call mi. but if they do call, im gonna hafta say im not free this wk leh.. aiyo. so messy.! later da person also fed up with mi dunwan hire mi le sia.. hahaha.

hmm. then lately also been hanging out at beng`s hse again lo. hehee. ehh.. cos he n his gf break up ler -.-" really dOtx lo.. its like they together 1wk+ only. haiya nvm.. other ppl business i dont bother too much. but even so, i shant Gao Bai. haha. not cos shy or anything, but.. im not really sure of my feelings just yet. i just wanna noe him better first.. cos im afraid that if we really do get together, then da more i find out abt him, da less i like him. so its better to make sure da feelings wont just run away. thus, keeping mum for now lo. safer.

but da main reason why im doing this is cos. i rmb wad i said before last time.. abt mi not being able to Wei another guy Fu Chu as much as i did for zw. im not stopping myself from doing so.. just that each time, i`ll compare da feeling i had with zw n da feeling im having now, with another guy. n da truth is.. wad im feeling now ? doesnt match up. whichs why im hesitating.

bleh im bored again la. later maybe gonna look for ahdi. long time since ive seen him.. haha.


twinkling*stars @ 6:05 PM