natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Wednesday, November 24, 2004

da feel of h!s hand.. haha. aww. i think.. that experience.. im just gonna file it away as usual to da back of my mind. but.. da feeling was really so nicee u noe. haha. i tot after wad happened with him.. i`d repel from any touch from a guy. but.. da way h!s thumb stroked mine.. how h3 held on to my hand.. was just so.. nice. -sigh. but. h3 wasnt himself at that time. n i guess h3 most prob dont even rmb anything ? so yea.. just hafta forget abt it larr. treat it as a dream or something.

hmm. anw another reason i hafta forget is cos.. until i fully get over wad happened with him.. im not gonna consider anything along da lines of a rship. or any kind of attraction to anyone at all. for this, i really hafta gather all my strength n erase da whole memory of that outta my head. i cant have that memory keep on haunting mi. well. so thats that.

hafta learn to close one door first before i open another. wish mi luck tho.


twinkling*stars @ 6:04 AM