natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Saturday, November 20, 2004

guess im still not over it. Yet.

anyhoos. toro`s sick. yepp. fever n cough.. maciam human lidat. haha. but his medical fee is far from a normal human`s. 111bucks ! gosh. shldnt have taken him to da pet shop. da doc say most prob is other dogs Chuan Ruan Dao Ta. haiyoh. kns lo.. i help there 4days. in da end ? only earn 20bucks. n toro`s sick. wads da fricking point lar. waste my time n money. -pui

watched Shutter with xiaokang yesternite. just da mention of it reminds mi yet again of him. haiss. cos actually.. we actually arranged before to watch Shutter together de, since he still owes mi a movie. but guess that movie.. i`ll nv claim back le ? since he`s Jue Jiao with mi n all.. saying he cant tolerate ppl not believing in him. which in this case, is referring to mi not believing that he really cares for mi. i mean like, Please lorh. after wad happened.. its nearly impossible to make mi believe that lo, if not totally. how in da hell am i sposed to just wipe out everything n simply believe he cares ? ok nvm.. all my fault. everything was my fault.

but wadever. watched it with xiaokang. hmm.. its not bad lar. abit scaree. alot of those shocking scenes where u`ll jump. haha. yesyes. i admit lar. i jumped quite a number of times =P cos shocked tio wad. haha. at westmall watch marh. then after that i went washroom.. so jumpy. hahaha. i think back i also laugh manz. so paranoid. tsk.

after that went ksl join da others lo. xiaokang went with mi. hahaz. abt 1am i think ? we went henry`s hse lo. they drink their martell, i watch my Xi Jie Shao Nian. haha. i took only one sip n my face just went "BLeaHx !". lol. but xiaokang`s Jiu Liang quite gd huh ? i really didnt noe lo. Kan Bu Chu Lai ye ~ abt 6am++ then went home.

haiyerr.. everytime i watch Xi Jie Shao Nian.. i feel so Xian Mu Du Ji Du Ji Xian Mu. hahaha. cos YingHe so Xing Fu.. got 2guys love her so much. 3 if u count Wang Xing Jie in lar. really really so jealous, even tho i know its silly la. since its just a show after all. but.. duno lar. i guess im really just foolish.

sometimes i really feel like laughing at myself. haha. laugh nonstop at my own stoopidity. how dumb n foolish i am. hahaha. im really too weak. so easily bullied. hahahah. hahahaa.. yiling is such a stupid STUPID girl ! haha. dont u find it funny ?? hahahah...


twinkling*stars @ 11:04 AM