natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Monday, November 15, 2004

maybe im weak. maybe im dumb. maybe im foolish. maybe im silly.
or maybe im simply just an idiot.

im not sposed to forgive him, not after wad hes done. but truth is, i do.

and i dont wanna hear abt anyone bringing ppl to whack him up. after all, wads done been done.. lemme just bury it deep at da back of my head n move on. if even i, da victim, dont blame him anymore.. all da more noone else shld.

issit called running away from reality ? issit cos im strong enough to be able to climb back up ? or issit just becos im too stoopid ?

im too forgiving. being too kind in this world will only give others da permission to step all over mi. i`ll always get bullied. but.. i cant help myself.

i can do this. i can get over it. move on with life.
hopefully.


twinkling*stars @ 3:57 PM