natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Friday, December 31, 2004

gosh ~ such alotta things happened. gonna try keep it as short as poss laa..

hmm. evening went town with wen to rot.. haha. got stuck in a massive jam on da way there. bleah. then straitskitchen opened alrdy ! too bad i cant ask yet.. haiss. idiert sakura.. lol =X cos they short of staff then want mi to work 2wks fulltime for em til they find someone else.. d0tx. as usual, i stoopidly agreed laa.. -.-"

then bought da tics for Meet da Fockers 11.40pm show, for which lizhao n i wld be watching cos scared da tics sold out. haha. kiasu =X hmm.. basically we rotted all over orchard laa. til 11pm lidat then wen had to go. then met with lizhao n went to watch da show lo. cooL show.. but abit da erm.. yellow ? =S

when da show ended, he just suddenly popped da ques u noe.. i really didnt noe how to react manz. then just sorta avoided da ques.. hahx. evil mi. then ate at somerset there, n went walking arnd orchard.. til too bored, decided to try walking to bugis.. then from bugis walked to suntec, and on to esplanade n merlion park. dont u find it amazing ? haha. we actually spent da whole night walking arnd town.. moreover we didnt even noe which way to bugis, just relied on our instincts n simply walked. hurhur. stood at da jetty ? or wadever u call that. wanted to watch da sunrise.. but there was simply too much clouds. it was raining on n off da whole nite ! luckily i had a jacket.. haha. but still got wet laa.. moreover i wore heels u noe. duno how i survived da walking..

went home 7+am. took 700.. then.. was thinking alot laa. asked him if he wld regret.. but he said no. soo.. i finally decided to give us a try. just hope it wont turn out to be a huge mistake ? im really scared that i wont be a gd gf n always make him unhappy.. cos u noe my temper aint all that good.. and plus all thats happened in da past ? just really really insecure laa..

but anw. came home bathed, swallowed da big bowl of noods mom bought, n rushed out again. but !! idiert ! made mi so rushed for nth ! cos sposed to meet pikong they all n go braddell there for volunteery work for da tsunami victims, help to pack clothes n wadever.. then meet at cck go tgt. n they were late -.-" esp eddie !! sooo late. haha.

first reaction of going into da SPH carpark was.. "OMG. really chaotic." lol. it was really really messy ! bundles of clothings n stuff all over da place.. worked hard with may n wen. was so shag ! somemore it was like, outside was raining so heavily.. n we were actually prespiring ? d0tx. finally decided to go off at 3+pm.. on da trip home i was really so stoned.. haha.

then lizhao actually came down to da busstop specially to send mi home ! aww. tts just so sweet can.. =)

t0nite new yr eve countdown.. maybe going east coast with wen n cin ? not confirmed yet.. but if thats da case, wont get to spend much time with darl le.. hmm. see how it goes la.. da most i sacrifice my slp some more.. drink kopi. haha =X can get rdy to be zombiefied again manz.. eeks !

okayy. gonna go bathe now. feel so sticky all over.. ew. after bathing maybe gonna spend time with darl first.. if not i really duno wad plans im having tonite. b0o !


twinkling*stars @ 4:46 PM