natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Monday, December 27, 2004

oh gosh. past 2days at work were horrendous ! gee..

oook.. then continue where i left off laa. rotted with cin n wen at cck mrt station like i said, during which jorge came join us awhile n went off home. manz, that was da greatest rotting session of all time. haha. from 11+ to 2+.. whoosh. moreover kept taking pics with my phone.. created one album within that few hrs ! aint we powerful ? hurhur.

then took NR3 to cine to meet lizhao n co. wahh when da bus went past taka there.. i was so shocked. da floor was so littered n dirty !!! ew. all da spray cans n boxes everywhere.. all over da place ! when i saw da scene, cldnt help shaking my head. haha. it really was disgusting, da way singaporeans are. really pity da poor cleaners.. tsk tsk.

met with em, watched Kung Fu Hustle. when i went into da theatre, my first reaction was.."all these ur frens ar ?? so many !" l0lx. then Stephen Chow was so darn cute. during fighting also can cheat.. step on ppl`s feet -.-" cheapshot ! haha. hilarious show ~

after da show, a big bunch of em took cab home.. while mi, lizhao, weichun ?, joe n derrick went crown prince hotel de swensens ! wahaha. my Lao Di Fang lehh ~ =) but didnt eat much laa. only 3 of us had icecreams. then took 190 home..

slpt for abt 5hrs ? had to wake up n go start my new job. hyatt banquet ! xmas day ! pui* =X met xiaokang, ahman n ahyen n went together. then ahman n ahyen sooo slow n kanchiong when changing. lolz. cant blame laa, i was blur last time too. hmm.. then signed in at banquet office. we almost got lost finding da office ! luckily had a backlane guy gave us directions. hehee.

aww.. then we got separated to diff rooms ! bleah. i got stuck on da first floor, Sir Stamford Raffles room. captain was Ivan, with Nathan helping. 2 bigbig arseholes !! =X ivan talks like mr wee.. his normal tone of talking is alrdy shouting. n was he ever fierce ! when i heard him give da briefing, my first thought was "SHIT!". hahaha. then i got in charge of a table with a neighbor to guide mi alone nia. really shitty ! my first day there n i had to take care of a table.. hrmph. soooo busy u noe. run like mad trying to get wad da guests want. n nathan n ivan still arnd in da food area criticising/scolding. idierts ! ohh.. then uncle vincent was da bartender ! hohoho. miss da cafe peeps ! during breaktime met Stanley Da Ge ! he took mi down to da new cafe n tour. haha. cafe renamed to StraitsKitchen le. eeee ~ then da whole place changed so much ! when i went in i didnt recognise it anymore.. sobz. i want da old cafe back.. with all da old fulltimers n chefs =(

then end of da wedding dinner, had lecturing session by da 2 idierts >.<" keep taking turns to kill us. d0tx. not our fault da dessert was served late what.. blame it on da guests eating so slow. then tahan da scoldings.. n then ivan wanted us to stay til 12.30am ? altho he gave us a choice whether to stay or leave, cld tell he was really buay song abt a bunch of us leaving. finally signed out n received my pay that time, heaved a huge sigh of relief. finally its over ! got 42 bucks.. man.. first time ever that i worked til so Bu Shuang. haha.

took NR3 home with them 3.. went ksl for supper with xiaokang. whole day didnt eat u noe ! i was starving like mad. thats why my temper was so bad. haha. realised that fact during work. hmm.. then after eating, xiaokang went home n i waited for lizhao lo.. hes weird. came over specially to send mi home. lol. but really appreciated it anyway =]

then 26thDec. boxing day. went work again, altho i was really reluctant. only thing which kept mi going was da thought of da $$ n that if either mi or xiaokang got ivan as captain, we`d just leave hyatt together. attitude siaa ~ haha. but nahh.. we { mi, xiaokang, ahman, wen, ahyen n liming } got sent to Grand Ballroom. it was hell ! had turning over of room, n nathan cut short our break ! my hand was like jelly man.. smsing also had difficulty doing so. hand was shaking like hell. gosh.

didnt get put in charge of any tables.. instead, mi, wen, pohchoo n joanna were sposed to take care of da beverages of all da tables instead. hehee. much better than da day before larr. much much better. altho seeing da others so poor thing, rushing abt to get da food. hah. at da end of da dinner, i still helped to clear some tables.. n da lazee susans too. lazee susan is da thing in da middle of da table which u put ur food on n then turn round de laa. hmm.. actually we wanted to stay n help clear n set up da ballroom.. but our captains didnt allow. sathiya ??? n jeff. nathan was being extra laa.. as usual =X

after work. got 42bucks again. really not worth it man.. worked so hard n all i got was measly 84. hrmph ~ how am i ever gonna finish repaying my debts.? blehs. then ahyen dad sent us home lo.. cos no NR, moreover cabfare was ex.

met lizhao n went phoenix for supper. poor guy, waited for mi to reach bP til he was nearly falling asleep. hohoho. wanted to walk there, but til 177A n i was too lazee. so took cab. ate prawn mee ! yeah. then walked back to bP =) duno how i got da energy to do so too. lolss. went 114 that playgrnd n talk cock lo. hmm.. n then everything just felt like a dream. shant say too much on this.. gonna keep it in mi heart =D

finally slpt at 7am.. then woke up at 3. n then went back n slpt til 5+. sakura didnt call mi abt this wk`s schedule ! aww. thats sad.

well.. not to sound bigheaded.. but i think lizhao kinda has feelings for mi ? n im not so sure how i feel abt that. i mean, hes being veh sweet to mi n all.. but im not sure i wana step into another rship again. im still being haunted by all my past failed rships n most imptly wad happened on a certain night. haiss.. stop playing arnd with my life for once god ! cant u lemme live a simple life peacefully without all these stuff happening..


twinkling*stars @ 8:23 PM