natalieee // linGz.


.ilu* lizhao =) #

`c0ng ni shen shang, w0 xue hui shen me shi ai yu bei ai..
dan ye ying er ni, w0 z0ng yu lia0 jie shen me shi shi wang__

:+: diz w0unds wun seem tuh heal.
diz pain iz juz tuh real.
derez juz tuh much
tt tum cann0t eraze..:+:


*wishuponastar*

*levis jeans`
*n0kia 8250 / 3610`
*hair highlights`
*n0n-denim skirt`
*m0re t0ps`
*c0nverse highcut peace chucks`
*new earph0nes`
*t0te bag



_i wanna be a better pers0n..
n0 matter how much it hurts*


Wednesday, January 26, 2005

yesh. im back ~

cny is coming ! looking forward to getting angbao.. cos im really darn broke rite now. im not even 100% sure whens hyatt`s payday. and still 1wk to go til sakura`s payday. sianzation ~~ need to go new yr shopping, maybe with sis ? if not alone. buy things for toro too. lol.

n scotts lounge is ultra hellish ! geez. really sianness over there alrite ?? gawd. each time i work, i`ll stand there staring over at straitskitchen n Fa Dai-ing. haha. i miss cafe !! haiss. if only da times of cafe can come back.. with all da chefs n fulltimers.. even da stewards.. even ellen.. =( -sobss. i want cafe back ! arGh. i noe veh well that aint possible.. but.. i really miss cafe so much so deep so so lots ! i dunwan straitskitchen.. i want cafe ! haiss. i think no matter how much i type here, i`ll still be unable to find da words to describe da depths of mi feelings of nostalgia right now. miss those times when xiaoQiang, ahTian n all da others chefs looked after mi so well while i was at cafe.. even miss squabbling with john ! hahaha. miss ahPa`s greetings n samat`s eating snake skills n even prasad`s suan-ning. and also xiaoming n guowen n yaoyao n huilai who were there for mi to crap with. omg i cant stop thinking abt da days at cafe.. ughh.

forget it. gonna just lie on mi bed n get flooded with memories. nite.


twinkling*stars @ 2:07 AM