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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
read thru caro`s blog.. only da latest 3 entries. 1 was before, da other 2 after. n even tho i have no reason wadsoever to feel this way, im guilty. i feel that im, in a way, da one who perished all her hopes of ever patching back with darl. i feel like da huge brick wall which`s blocking darl from returning to her.
it just makes no sense. cos from wad darl told mi, its caro who was da one who was being ridiculous n thats why they broke up. he said he doesnt have any feelings for her anymore.. so why am i feeling this huge sense of guiltiness right now ?
after all. when they broke up.. i wasnt in da picture yet. i only came in 3mths after that. im not da Di San Zhe.. am i ?
if i were her.. from her point of view, yesh. i am.
i think im silently going mad within.